Interview Allianz

Harini pukul 2.00 ptg supposely di plaza sentral aku ada appointment for interview. So, by hook and crook setelah di timbal2 perasaan acuh dan tak acuh nak pergi atau tidak, tetiba je aku buat keputusan untuk pergi tepat pukul 8.00 pagi pada hari yang sama. Huh...! Macam mana tu. Itupun decision yang dibuat dalam keadaan mamai dan mengantuk tika aku atas tilam and bantal.

Actually, there is several factors lah yang menghalang aku untuk pergi, Selain kos dari segi masa dan wang, aku rasa sangat2 'berbahaya'. Sebab, kewangan cukup2 makan untuk tambang bulan ini. No extra2. One reason aku dah berbelanja banyak untuk raya. Then, i beliefs i already got what I expect so far within this line. So far. Or, much better to said it as I dah in comfort zone in my current work place.So, why I want to go?...and awat aku gatal2 pi apply kat jobstreet lagi... ni memang masalah jiwa yang aku sendiri tak tahu kenapa aku nak lari. Maybe pushing of surrounding....due to mentality that i should get paid more based on my degree qualification.

Then, suddenly when got the call for interview aku gabra semacam. Sebabnya aku rasa macam aniayai diri dan janji aku yang dulu nak proofkan yang aku boleh 1 year kat bidang hotel ni. Huhuhu. Well......where is the words.....????..Wake up..TK.!!

Aku akui hotel industry ni bukan lah long term goal aku, so better aku act quick. So i wont agreed my experience may potentially wasted mcm tu jer in a year later. As working what I am now is not a best tools to boost up my dream...so what happen ni..??

Is this fate or rezeki yang org selalu cakapkan tu......(hurm....)

Well, cerita interview Allianz tu wqas very niche and horror. Perhaps. Well I could be pass with all the answer by the interviewer, but I wont think it suit my ways in future and upcoming.
They ask a lot, why and so why, what and what what, ( with smile ..i kick with good answer , i prepared.)...
But the post seem a routine..and benefit of paid slightly not much differ with what I whave so far. But the way of the HOD of maybe my future department seem not very believes me , like what Humty Dumty may more like me....even I hate him....(Ahaks)...dont think so...but at least yea...

So...my mom shock I did attend the interview. Cos she was thought I wont be there. But I have my opinion. I told my mom, no matter what opportunity is it that I may not want to take, if I do have a time to stole some of it, I will see what beneath lies behind those. What I will may lose or gain, I have to have a try and faith. And of course there is a risk or sacrifice. Like my sacrifice is MC and act like sick in front of Doc to get those bills.

My lesson today after I back from interview was, I still valuable and happy. This is what suppose to be for mean time. Because there is a promise need to compromise yet.

Amin.