Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Bye Boss...

Today is my boss last day in our ofice,she will leave us for a better offer to another place.Most adoreable,and superman is there. Wah..talking bout him,i met someone alike him,in a bus,lol. Exactly. And most handsome than the superman. Again my notty eyes....tuuutt..Yet then i was asleep a while,very tired woresome.I remember my promise.That I wont look another eyes or spying someone again,otherwise i will get into trouble as before. So just wanna let to know that this week tiredness is maximum cos i sleep unwell,and feeling unwell just like a unwell songs.
I got awaken at 1 a.m,4 a.m,5a.m, so as well lately I'm back home late from office,make me get a headache. Moreover with some fuckin bills and problem here. Now i wrote from my office, im not used to it. As, my laptop was broke down. huhuhu.......so sad. Its has a lot of viruses.
Im feel sad,plus,tired,plus worried money.
So i guess why I was so troublesome FOR THIS MONTH.
Well,im gonna said goodbye to Boss and Jolie,who will follow up next.
May both of you find the right way and be blessed.
Bye Boss.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Go!!

Dear Diary,
Dunno why much of this time now i mostly feel freak to someone. So, i keep charming up my self with a word 'Takpelar' or Nevermind. Why so...sleeping is yet too hard to me now, its not more bout him..or her..Just I really feel lonely.
I missed much my mom, and family and ....so, for a more than 3 days continuously,im easily woke up at 3 or 4 am. Wondering why i was here?..Lol??..Funny.
Wondering when its 5am..wondering why I woke.up...earlier..why my sleep easily disrupted now.
Then everday wondering why jobs too much pending. Why I'm here...Please God shows me a loves.
Well..Jolie also wondering rather to go or stay....Why u just play around.
I dunno my heart...whispered you better go. Even I'm the one, who wish you stay. Now, realease my heart -GO!!!!!!.Cos,i feel if u here,I wont be rush over you.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Why They Should Paid Waitress More?


Waiter and waitress is a person whose nearest with the customer/guest in the table,while taking an order or even a smile greeting welcome. We noted with thanks for them, (and me of course),and cannot deny for the ages of this century there is a lot of fast foods/stalls rapidly growth-in fact,need them.I have seen the trend that some Malaysian,are most likely to do their part time jobs as waitress rather than promoter. Why is so? One reason,could be a tips they will may get it or food instead.
While most foreign/franchise employed waiter/waitress with basic high paid rate/per hours than locally. Most highly paid may reach to RM5.50 such as DOME,STARBUKS and etc. The minimum was RM3.50. This second sound bit sad. Which most favourable to KFC ,DOMINO, MC'DONALDS,PIZZA HUT,SHAKEY, DUNKIN DONUTS.(as general rate knowledge)
Reason,there is no more reliable to paid us with RM3.50/hour for this century as cost of living is much of that. Roughly,the management people should realize this as a basic to understand the business way. Why they should paid us more than that?..Here's the fact.

1) We been standing more than 8 hours and rushing there and here.
2)Crazy tired,with leg pain,or back pain.
3)Sometime may did work which not related to us, such as,have to keep on eyes the customer child a while,cleaning services,or even have to deliver to their place.
4)We been guessing my customers,and asked why and why there is no what what ..?Promotion? Not satisfied?So,we have to lied to them sometimes for the management.
5)Being a model,as we been watched by customer whose enjoying eating from behind, beside,infront and theres talking about us.
6)Endangered to customer who is unrealistic demanding person as VVIP.
7)Endangered to negative comments?
8)Being treated unfair among us.Some got tips,some not.Some much more be liked,some not.
9)Being treated as their 'orang gaji' pulak?
10)Customer rarely thanked us.We are not appreciated.

Because of this treat, better raise up the waitress minimum paid salary to RM4.(at least), or likely be happy with STARBUCK rate. Which gurantees, your turnover is lower, and your waiter/waitress smiling 24/hours. As we all happy, someone appreciated us. The term is APPRECIATED not DEMANDING.

This entry just as individual opinion. There is no urged and relates to anybody who is still alives nor death.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Soal Hati Ku..?

Hii..tulis lagi.Harini, kepala pening sejak kes semalam yang tak makan saman. Kepala berdenyut2, bawa diri lari ker tandas taruh sekapal minyak kapak pon masih berdenyut. Sampai Lunch pon aku skip pasal tak tahan,adeker nak makan nguyah2 sambil kepala nak pecah...tak bleh ar...So, aku tidur kat office jer.
Harini,last aku nak gitau.Jolie nak pergi dan memang benar sangkaan aku dari awal dan segala ramalan aku. Tapi aku sedih kenapa dia gembira sangat nak tinggalkan kami. Aku akui akan mula rasai kehilangan humor yang ada tu dan ntah apa2 lagi ntah. So, harini juga aku berjaya cakap..yang aku memang Independent sejak Malaysia merdeka.So,stop it lar ayat2 bunga Jolie nak suruh aku Independent. Now, Jolie punya tempat bakal diisi oleh teman baru untuk aku. Why not?
I am waiting the person who ever is it, so we can work together, as long as we accomplish management goals.
I was so blurred today.Maybe reason semalam or what ever,but I notice, everyone theres FOH,there are kind to me. Why lol?...They started looks me and I feel it. Like they understand me and they are helping me rather than I punya department.
Not all lar ok....its normal lar first time.
Then today is also a last goodbye to Princess Diana. I hope dia very 2 grateful this this. As I dengar dia nak kahwin thats why dia resign. But, really thankful to her, for what info she did teach me and guide me some. Somehow, its a time limits,so,we cant be knowing much each other. But I know and see ...she is kind.Dia baik.
So,if Jolie and SAKAI going as what is rumours was it is..? Will it be something interesting cought my eyes..? Anything? I hope so. Would history reflash back.

Its just a BULLSHIT STORIES.

Well...this title entry memang betul2. Time now is already 1.10am..and another 4 hours more I have to wake up to go to the work.What BULLSHIT is happening today...?
Today,in my office,MOUSE come met me and show me the pending supporting document , I should obtain from person in charge in the FOH. With unknown the real scenario and the right procedures that not being told,I with sincerity,admit it as my mistake did not realized the following turn document should come within me.So,I catch FOH,and met Dr.M.He told me that this was a last minute case,and being told by mouth to mouth only,no black and white,means no supporting document that I look forward due everyone is in 'AWARE'... So, NO.1 BULLSHIT IS why bother me to obtain it...!....BULLSHIT.
"AND PLEASE LOOK FORWARD TO SAKAI."
So,i met SAKAI,if he aware of the agreement of not issuing the black and white and what was the stories on.So SAKAI at first did not get me what I meant to.When he said.
"THE FORM WAS WITH FAN. AND RAM KNOWS THIS." SO BULLSHIT NO.2 AGAIN WHY ASK ME TO BOTHER....!!!
Again,they assure me there is nothing wrong with BOH.Its all a matter of FOH. OK. What is it?
The question is why the FOH accept the scenario without seeing any proof? AND MY QUESTION IS..THE PROOF IS BECAUSE YOU ALL BULLSHIT...!!!!

Again,I'm sorry to be feeling and saying this.Come on guys, you all just play 'dick that not going to be stim' on me.....Got it..?
I know I am a new person and you all wanna whatever seeing how me react or deal...you are wrong because its just not fair to assess me with a condition that u give me which is not in a condition...Think it logically.
NO QUESTION PLEASE....WHY FOH DID NOT ASK THE PROOF...I JUST NEW (AS AN OUTSIDER OPINION) CAN SEE IT CLEARLY.THAT'S IS ALL BULLSHIT.

Here's the condition. The right procedure is whatever blah blah blah,but when the first already did not started it with the right and you can give some excuse on that, why not at the end ,the coming should be an excuse too.I'm not kindly blind to all be given an excuse. But only for this situation,in which the situation that FAN and RAM,aware it.And also SAKAI,started it. Why, ask me to solved it. And bullshit running figure out whose the play actors.....Hey come on....
You all SIT TOO MUCH ON that chair that makes your MIND SLEEPING...OR DEAD...???
I know I must be firm, and angry and fierce. As you wish. But not as my wish. I'm still on learning. and you all also on learning on me,seeing me or pying me is not a ways at all. Im finish when I FINISH it real.
I wont like to follow all what you guys put me in the shoes,I'm entertain to find out why it was happen. Not just get 100% opinion from all of u. Because I do know somehow, there must be something wrong first. Then I'm just a starter pack-wont like coming to them and make firm as gives a signal to them that they must beware on me. So afraid. Its not a point. I wanna knows How they work,to be kind and respect them,getting the right procedures,opinion and ways before jumping on it and accused someone for not enough evidence or it was my false.

When,the false was found at our part, we should admit. Not blows up. Its bad and sad.
(WE ALWAYS POINTED FINGER TO SOMEONE,BUT SOMEHOW,THE FOURS FINGER RETURN TO US).
This is the bullshit.

Yes,I admit it was FOH-not questionable.
Yes,I see it was BOH THAT UNRELIABLE QUESTION.
Yes,I SEE IT ALL THE BULLSHIT.

Dear, Im really mad to them,COS,PURE HEART HAS LOST HERE. GOD,HELP ME BRING THEM BACK. I WONT CARE HOW MATTER IS IT,I WILL,SHOW THEM. PUTTING ME ON SOMEHOW NOT YOU'RE RELIABLE,I WILL ASSURE BLOWN AWAY.

Scenarios
SAKAI call FOH,speaking to not in charge people,and mouth to mouth,come to DDR2,DDR2 aware with not black and white,so aware, DR.M,DR.M,aware and ready.When SAKAI2 come, they got it without seing the proof,and knocked it off bill under CL.When its come to CL.its not me OK.......WOKE UP...!!!!!!!!
PLAYING LION WITH MOUSE...HOWS MALAYSIAN STORIES BULLSHIT IS OVER....!!!

Regards,
S2H

Sunday, May 10, 2009

MY MOM DAY

Hi...Back to write more about me.But this entry I just wanna let u all know bout my Mom.
She is a wonderful mom and probably the most person knows me how complicated I am.
Sure,she knows bout my mistake a lot.(As,we cant run from our Mom normally)...after God.
Yesterday,was vesak day(Wesak day)and I was in my holiday.So I run to my house after I went from my work.It took me almost 1 hour.I took a cab and drop at Carrefour,buying some groceries.
That probably could be consider what I could give for a mothers day. Actually. I will celebrates mothers day everyday I met her.Like buying something for her-food or give some money. Previously,I did bought some chocolate 2 boxes.And she was so happy,because her favourates.
I did early,because,I wont get to celebrates the day,as today,I was schedule to working.

I hopes THE BEST PRESENT I CAN GIVES HER,WAS A BEST MAN I WILL BE MARRIED, and I believed it too that this was her hopes.Because,I know,she wont go for my money,or her favourate chocolate,or even some thing,but more on what on my future. Because she insisted to make me feel so.I know she was not so lucky,with a man she has now.Or whatever,reason it was, I was just not much await,to have a good and high class life,so I would share everything to with her.Cos, I know she don't want me to leaves her behind..after what everybody did to her.
And me too,feel very guilty for everything I had done to her.Because,much I did was just a reason to be hated by her. But I do loved my Mom, she is the person I only have in this world.
She hold everything on me,I was live here and forever just for her faith.
Mom,I wish you a Happy Mother Day,for every day since u born me,until I was here and I promise I wont let you hopeless again,forgive for everything.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

He's treat me well.

Hehe...today I was been busy thinking on my desk,thinking of works to be finish up yet thinking bout him,well,today I was been calling upstair to meet the new Hardisk. I were liltle blurred due to given unloaded information ..i guess hehehe,but its end up with OK...lol.
So,suddenly, today he mention somethin that I wish i didnot want to heard about it,even i guess so to be heard it soon for real. He suddenly said thats next time I have to be independence, not relying of him....and resilent back....and slowly said when I'm wanting to go out...who knows he will not be around. Huhuhu...I didnt shock but said emphaty...or sad. Yes my heart like a bulb waiting to be crashed...I was just newly to entertain there to be around with him, and all of them. Badly now everyone seem to go. Maybe today is the day he treat me well than others days.
I guess so he will leaves me. I guess so he will go it.Why now. Why we have been met and did not turn up......too long.
Too short.I always been in this situation got me confussion of needs and loves.

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

He went...

Hi....i notice I do think of him a lot this week ,and didn't know when it will last. I hope today. Cos I feel like i'm not interested to see him again.Cos he spoil me. Well..he went to his second 'rundisk' again...and got damn its just a place that i was hope to try before. And the first he did went was the place where the 'superman' in the bus worked there. And I do feel anxious liltle. Yes I think i spotted him nearest there. And he gone in front of the traffic. I went to bag shop. Hopefully, He didnt notice me or he did...Aiyor...lool...So afraid when comes to this part of life.Cos its my mistake.
Well, return to 'rundisk',I just hope to know, how it was going and why ? Why he wants to leaves? Cos im already happy beside him there.....and i want to know him more. Today,suddenly he did tell some about him,old fashion school memories,as I and NOD32 suddenly through talking bout it. I know he 'switch on' his ears. Cos she dandy...or...whatever...he or she...? Bad....bad...i just wanna sit and look you and chat...pls....oh no...i dont ....i wont ask that anymore. Not anymore.
S2H......woke up...from scan disk...just got damn it. If he wants to go...let him..u show yours truthly later. He will.You will also..just happy be where and believes myself i can made a history.
You for all,all for you.....cheers...(still feel wanting him stay)

Monday, May 4, 2009

I think and rethink...


I think he will go....I rethink he will leave us...

I think I hates him..I rethink I loves her...

I think Im dawn...I rethink Im nightsoul...

I think I feel him...I rethink I want to sleep with him...

I think he jerk me...I rethink I need him...

I think we will be apart...I rethink we will be far away..

I think I loves him...I rethink I was first love with him...

"Ohhh....ok"

Huhuhu...plz...tolonglah jangan hilangkan lagi orang2 yang kusayang di depan mata ku lagi, Aku sangat menyesal aku tidak mahu begini,aku mahu ubah segalanya...huhuhuhu...

Give me a light in my love so....

Dear Guy,
Give me some light in my loves so,
I can dreaming with you until tomorow,
So I can feel the warm and heat of your smile before its cold and tasteless,
So I wont regret when I cried if you go, because you left me a hopes...

Dear Lovers,
Gives me some light in my heart,
So it will live lifes longer to loves you all the days,
So it will feel your souls and lust,
Before it won't regret herself after she loves too much in you.

Dear Heart,
Come closer and whispered me, Listen my heart beat,
It just for you,it stop when its alone,
Give some light as the light will clear his mind,
and remains believes you are always in my heart,
because i see your's eyes beneath my souls,
because u show me the lights before I sleep,
and I'm afraid it remains silent when the light goes out.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Epi semacam....

Eh..eh...today harini mcm epi semcam apsal lak...alar gaji dah masuk kot.Lepas dah kempunan kat KFC dah 2 kali.hehehe(dah muak KFC dah)...semalam hari paling boring and penat sedunia aku, dahlah hari labour day pon keje,pastu stall bz,aku huru hara,kaki pon lenguh, esok plak masuk opis,closing time!!!....huhuhu...kejam depa tu,tinggalkan semuanya kat aku.Tapi takpa...aku berjaya melaluinya dengan mengekal sikap positif dan menurunkan panas baran laser aku ni. Sayang time closing tu, NOD32 sekejap jer,adapasal dia nak ke Jengka,Pahang. Tapi nasib baik dia sempaqt guide tour dengan aku sampai end to last lar.Aku ingat tak sempat pasal komputer Jolie ada problem,last2 ok plak pasal Z-DRIVE settlekan dgn jaya.Jolie print semua report,pastu tinggalkan aku sorang2,ada yang tak lengkap belajar pon. Ye lar...aku sedar,takkan semua nak disuapkan betul tak....ye ye...so aku terima. Tapi kalau fikir macam tak betul sebab... nampak sgt aku tak tahu sgt..boleh buat salah...sebab depa time ajar aku tu, seminggu baru masuk...so sure lar aku blur and kejang sikit. NOD32 plak yang ajar. Dia tu pun baru sekali dan hanya praktikal jer kat situ. Aku geram gak ngan Jolie ni,ada yang dia tak ajar katanya diajar plak.Aku sure.Ni esok baru tahu sama ada report aku tu qualified ker unqualified.Huhuhu...
nak closing banyak gak..keje nak buat esok ni.
Depa semua balik awal sabtu tu,half day,aku terjengok2 samapai kul 4.pm (waktu M'sia). So, apa lagi naik hantu migrain lar.hehehe.....aku punye penat,tak makan,terus balik. (Tepon mummy sambil jalan kuar..ngadu,huhuhu),then aku sampai umah nak kemas bangsal aku ni,aku tengok 2-3 minit,arh...penat lar plak....aku lepak tgk tv jer and mlm aku tido jer kat dpn tv tu atas sofa,. Ingat nak tgk citer mega movies sampai habis,tapi tak larat. pasal besok nak keje.
(keesokkannya...aku bersiap,tetibe DOMDI call,tanya aku masuk keje tak,aku kata lar ader...die takut ramai tak datang..sebab tadi br aku tahu,sabtu ramai yang tak datang)...Pastu harini rezeki,dia blanja kitaorang nasi goreng. Aku amik gak walaupon ingat nak tarik muka jerk....poyokan aku.Hari ni macam best,banyak mainan.
Dengar ramai gak gaji yang sikit jer,muka masing2 macam piza jatuh atas lantai,aduhaiii.......
Aku plak lagi sikit..rasanyer(tak tgk lagi gajinyer) Ni kpala poning pikir Hutang Babi. Huhuhu.
Mana lar orng2 yang pinjam duit aku ni tak bayar 2,nak sumpah pon tak guna,Bukan menjadi pon. Zaman bunuh jer sekarang ni.(nanti aku harap someone buat korang balik.) Baru tahu.
So..aku ni masa nak buka PC ni menyanyi2 lagu hindustan jer memanjang, tu lar tajuk entri ni tulis epi memanjang..Tapi sebanarnyer sedih jer aku ni memnajang pikir tu,pikir ni...huhu...
Tido dulu.Esok kul 5.am nak bangun dar.Sempoi.
Akhir kata"Semoga aku mimpi basah malam ni" Hehehe...

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Dominoes


Erk...erk..aku ni dah melampau ker, sampai dia bleh perasan aku tgk dia. Eee..malu aku ni. Boleh tadi dia kata,dgn aku,jangan tengok dia,dia tak ensem,erk...memang lar aku ni tak bleh tak tgk orng lawa mcm dia,lagi2 harini plak pakai baju biru. Hai....aku malu sungguh.Aku control malu katalar...bila pulak aku tgk dia,aku tgk baju tuuu. Tapi,lepas ni sumpah aku taknak tengok2 dia, aku memang lar taknak kaco dia, tahu dia ada awek situ. Aku nak ngorat awek pantry tu, aku minat lar,cute sgt2.E..geram.Lagi geram dgn Sir tu,bodoh!!Haiz...apalah nasib aku, aku tak tahu lar tak dapat nak control nafsu mata aku ni,suka tengok.So,memang orang mudah salah faham. Ada yang intepret suka,nafsu,jahat,tak suka, dan mcm2 lagi.Aku rasa aku tgk biasa jer.E...fobia aku nak tgk org. Ni kat opis ni,lagi satu,aku kena jaga plak.Hey Comeone, I memang suka u all,mcm first time,but i ni pijak di bumi nyata,kaki i ada,so, i know who i on your eye's. So,dont worry lar, aku takda masa nak fikir2 kan korang lagi.Aku nak kerja nak kumpul duit banyak2 dan blah jauh2.
Lonely baik dgn harapan.